Its becoming quite tiring hearing the same problems happen over and over…

When will people come to their senses and accept the fact that the same turmoil will happen again… whether its the people involved… the situation….

If its happened at least five…ten times..would you think that its the right time to leave it in the past and try and move on?

There are plenty of good people out in the world that can make you forget about all of the nonsense that you are dealing with right now……..

October yet?~ ……….

 

 

Making progress, at least I think so. No more whining or complaining about life and how it could be better. Even if Im beyond frustrated? It just all stays in my head.  –

I really need to make a reminder to write more on this site, I used to be so dedicated to other blogging sites like xanga when I was younger and once the fad ended I just abandoned the site as well.

Labour day weekend is fast approaching and I hope all of you have some kind of nice plan, the weather looks like its going to be warmer than usual and Im sure that a lot of people are heading out to the beaches to get their last tan on before the fall starts.  Its amazing how the seasons come and go and change.  The summer went by so fast its hard to imagine where all the time went.. As of now Im excited for the weekend as well as planning my Oct already.  Going down to ATL and hopefully going out of the country over the winter break.  As plans are made and as my excitement grows im sure that I will have to tell someone or something so hence, return here? :]

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Damn, as everyone in NY seems to know its that time of the year again when the fashionistas are out and about for the start of Fashions night out on sept. 8.

All week I have been reading previews for the Barneys sale and what do you know, on the day of the event I totally forget about it…But from the coverage that I have seen this morning it does not look like anything out of the ordinary.. The main goal of next year is to wait my butt of in line for one of those Hermes bracelets.
But stay tuned there is a lot I would like to say about this years Fashions night out .

Miss my little boy Blue .

 

 

 

 

Sigh. I figure when I think about this site Ill write something on it.

I realize I have gotten really lazy on putting on makeup..

1. I cant really afford to buy it anymore

2. It dosnt really make a difference…

 

Companies really got women there when they make you think that you need a supply of items worth $100 + to put on your face everyday to make you more appealing to the world…In a way it works…but at the same time.. what are we looking for? Is it the comments? “you look really pretty tonight” or is it just the self confidence boost that it gives you after you have gotten all dolled up for your night on the town.

 

Sigh. what a complex world that we live in.

july…lets go far away.

I found myself thinking a lot about a statement one of my friends had made a few days ago.  I think its interesting how these days when ever I see my friends we always talk about the few random subjects that girls seem to discuss.

Tonight I found myself focusing on the different relationships…as..couples..boy and girl friends etc. around me in social places.

Whether it be that they seem to be so harmonious together or.. almost pulling at the strands of being so different they shouldn’t even be in the same room together.. Body language does seem to say a lot about how close they are with one another..

I wonder if NYC makes an exception though.  People here are so touchy.  As in .. they will meet, get a drink, go to a club, dance a little.. and before you know it its either the drunkenness or just the friskiness everyone seems to have in this city.

Whatever the case maybe it is interesting.  But maybe its just the fact that i havnt seen enough around other cities to make a clear picture of what is ‘supposed’ to happen.

Are we supposed to be … interacting as people did decades ago? Uptight and formal? Or perhaps that is too formal.  But at least we could slow things down a bit I think.  Time moves way too fast, especially in a city environment.  You meet, tens, of hundreds of people, so many its even hard to remember all their names straight..

Till you meet.. someone that stands out from all the rest of the general population.. movies seem to quote statements like… ‘they just seem to make a room brighter’ or some nonsense like that.  When I do take the time… to actually analyze that statement… is it true though? People, ones that are close to you, always seem to perk up your spirits when you are alone.  Being with familiar faces, and with ones that care about you . Its a heart warming feeling that really cant be compared.

All of my friends are so worried and pent up with frustration and anxiety that they are going to be alone for their life.  When in reality.. what is really so bad about that.  Being young and learning to be independent; exploring the world to find out what you do and dont like so when you do mature you can have a clear understanding of what drives you, makes you happy.  Warms your soul .

Its quite enlightening.

I think its funny the simple things that we come to stress about from time to time…I also think for the most part we all know that in a year..five years..etc it will be just a small memory yet, because we have nothing else to focus on at the current time it becomes a big deal? Since middle school, I have watched my friends all duel with the battles regarding relationships… Falling for someone.. then dealing with the heart break of a break up. Are all these struggles worth it when you know in the back of your head its not going to last, or that you are just having some fun… Yet watching my friends self esteem drop to such low levels because maybe one or two guys they have met are not quite who they were once thought to be. But shouldn’t we take this in a positive manner that we were able to learn something from the experience? To be able to use this new found information so that the next time around we can go about with a little more wisdom…? — Also the fact of assumptions. Just because some of us might seem like we lead exceptional lives.. clearly does not mean it is always soon. We are all human, we have the ups and downs of daily life. Don’t envy,, dont wish for what you dont have because in the end you live without knowing the joys of what you already once had till its gone…..

Im not really liking this forecast for the coming days…Rain every day? I think we have really had enough rain for this spring…

The plants really cant become greener.

Long time no ……write.

Its been an interesting couple of past weeks.  Today I am in a good mood, the sun is shining and it is Easter~

Since I didnt get to dye any eggs in Ny I tried to make up for it here.

It seems that I have had quite the treats since I have been here. i.e TCBY goodness.

wish i knew how to rotate it on here..~ Point is

Happy easter to all~

Im living on a salad streak lately.

Need to loose this weight…….